For the past couple of weeks I have felt the need to go to the temple. I don't go very often, but when I do go I feel so energized and at peace. I feel like I more fully understand my purpose here and what God needs for me. I prepared myself to go, I tried to go several times, but every time something unavoidable stood in my way. Like two different temples being closed three different times. In two different states.
Once I get it in my heart to go, I feel like there is this invisible string connecting my soul to those front doors, and every time I can't go the string tugs tighter. This is what it must feel like for people without the ability to go at all. This is what it must be like to not have a recommend. Why am I just figuring this out now, and why don't I go more often?
J has felt this feeling, too. This is why we're best friends. Just kidding, but truly. We made a pact to go sometime this week. Will someone please come with me?